i’m thinking of ending things? yes. end the problem? yes. end my life? no. i’d be really stupidest person in the world if i’m questioning “is life supposed to be this hard?” while i’m living in a full-furnished home. you know, i always put my family first. i would cancelled all my plans with my … Lanjutkan membaca 10.59 p.m.

people often compare things. be it materials, appearance, or even a mental state. anything they can compare, they compare. i’d be lying if i say i didn’t do the comparasion too. we don’t feel satisfied enough what we have now, what we currently own. what we can compare, we compare. we compare things with others … Lanjutkan membaca 11.26 p.m.

hi, it’s 8.09 p.m. and i got late night thought already. 😅 kayaknya apa yang orang-orang sebut midlife crisis is real deh. padahal sebelum gue di usia ini, gue selalu bilang sama diri sendiri kalau mungkin mereka yang ngerasain hal itu roda kehidupannya lagi ada di bagian bawah. note that i didn’t say the lowest … Lanjutkan membaca life goal(s)

in my 20s. when i’m working on something, something interesting for me, i tend to forgetting any thing else. i even forgot to drink enough water because i was too focused on working something. i can be focused on working for a week straight then a week later my body shows its weak immune system … Lanjutkan membaca 11.51 p.m.

have you ever watched “If I Stay” portrayed by Chloë Grace Moretz (2014)? well, I’m here not to write a review about the movie. but, what if you were the Mia in If I Stay? if I were in Mia position, I don’t think I’m able to make it through just like Mia did. the … Lanjutkan membaca If I Stay

so... a few weeks ago i just finished watching hunter x hunter. i’ve watched this anime when i was, idk, either it’s elementary school or middle high but i didn’t watch all episodes. all i remember back then was a lot of hunters were running forward, then they were standing in front of a hella … Lanjutkan membaca getting too attached

hey there, i’m here just to remind you that most of your dreams came true. when you think of it, remember the life you’ve dreamt of back then. when you’re in middle high, you have no idea what your high school would look like. would it be fun? you never thought that you’d be a … Lanjutkan membaca 22.22 p.m.

soon, I will be there. 6 months or a year from now, perhaps.

i often worrying what my future will be, forgetting the fact that i still live in the present.