i just woke up about 5 mins ago after sleeping for less than an hour. i woke up crying. 🙂 i had a nightmare. i somehow knew you proposed her and yes i pretending not to know. then you called me 2 times. once, i picked it up for just 3 secs saying nothing then … Lanjutkan membaca 10.51 p.m. — proposed.

today is not over yet since it’s still 11.27 p.m. as i wrote this post. thanks for replying my birthday wishes for you, a text from you since 4 months ago. it’s kinda tragic and a lil bit pathetic actually, but it’s okay. this pathetic feeling is only a one-sided feeling, this pathetic feeling is … Lanjutkan membaca happy birthday.

a week ago i gave him 4 letters i wrote for him after i heard that he’s been close with someone but he didn’t see a fit in them. i poured all my feelings that i hold for a decade. he should have known everything without reading the letter since i told him already through … Lanjutkan membaca a decade ago, a decade later

a few months ago all I wanted was to work at a skyscraper building, to build my career for a long time.but then you found me.but then we met.as if you know all i really wanted from long ago was your presence.now everything doesn’t seem that important if it means i can’t see you. i … Lanjutkan membaca 8.30 a.m.

today i stayed in bed all day long—except to cook some food, take a bath, and pray my 5 times.i haven’t gone home for a month by next week, this is the longest time i’ve been far from my home. i usually didn’t go home for 2 weeks, but a month? never imagined this before, … Lanjutkan membaca 7.59 p.m.

i thought i can let you go. but this was never easy, and never getting easier. i know i don’t wait you patient enough for this 10 years. i would wait for another 10 years for you to come back for me. i would change my name for you so we have matching names. i … Lanjutkan membaca Tokyo, Feb 2021.

i always have this thought and perhaps will always be; everyone has their own first love. it doesn’t always have to be their last, but there will always one person we called first love. first love doesn’t always have to be the first person we fell in love with, doesn’t always have to be our … Lanjutkan membaca circa 2010

I found some uplifting quotes to help me go through the day, and I want to write that down here to keep my mind positive and you probably need these too! “Whether you think you can, or you think you can’t — you’re right.”Henry Ford This first one here, for me, means that you gotta … Lanjutkan membaca Words to Live By.